Loving the Lost:

I hope you cry and that you shed many tears.
I hope you go through the pain
I have been going through
for years.

I hope it burns deep down inside,
all you want to do is break
down and cry.

I wish you no happiness at all,
you don't deserve it after all.
I hope you're miserable,
and I hope you feel alone.
for I feel Like this now
with a barrier no one can break down.
I hope you become insecure,
I hope all these things plus
many more.

I don't want to hear your voice,
Just Leave me the hell alone,
let me go on with my Life.
I don't want to talk to you,
I don't want to hear your Lies,
Its all just a game you play in Lies.
tell me what you want, or Just Leave
me the hell alone.
don't come near me with silent
eyes.

Hear my plea, Listen to my cries.
I don't want you near me,
you make me all confused inside.
I Love you and wish I could hold
you again, but that's something
I will not Let ever happen again.

I Love you and always will but
I'm trying out this new thing
where your dead to me inside,
no matter how much Love really
holds in its place,
the feeling of Loneliness takes
your place.