My Heart and I

I'm trying so hard to find you,

but it's so hard to Look for you here.

it's so hard to get over my fears.

I'm still alive so you can still hear me,

but I know it's not over yet,

I'm holding on to the past memories,

but it's so hard to burn out my regrets...



My heart holds nothing but sickness inside,

and inside I am nothing more than desperate to see me alive.

My heart gaps open for you to find,

and to find nothing but blackness.

My heart can't feel anything I can't take,

and I can't take your Love, if it proves to be fake...

And my heart won't heal if this proves to be unreal,

My heart won't survive if you carry on with your lies,

because my heart wasn't, made for you,

and now can finally say- that I hate you too...

I'm trying so hard, to get over this,

but my Life won't grant me this final wish.

I'm trying with all my strength, to get away,

but my heart, won't find the strength to say,

that I Miss you I Just can't find a way, to hide it inside...