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It will go awayPain is only superficial in my head
blood flows and tears fall
Try to hide everything I am
and stand in the shadows of
Remember the pain will
go way and I'll live to
face another day
Tears falling from my face
about how you broke my heart
How I loved you
gave you my all
and you let it all go
Now I wear the pain
instead of living it and
Pretend I dont love you anymore
Power of LoveLove it can make us weak in the knees
Hearts skip a beat smile without knowing
Think without showing
Fly with no wings
Love can make us hurt with no show
Kill for one
Break every second
Lose what was given
The power of love has us
pinned down beyond compare
to any other feeling
Love doesnt ever die
But just fades away slowly...
SecretBehind my eyes, there is a secret
a secret that you will never know
It burns inside of me like a fire
I lie awake thinking of you and what we could have
I think of how much you cant see whats right in front of your eyes
you will realise what you have once it walks away
once it cant take much more
of your silly heart schemes
I stand by you maybe
Just maybe, my heart has had enough...
Title with no nameI watched you leave leaving
wet ashes in each footstep
If leaves would walk away
in the wind each one of those
leaves would be you
If this mirror like this
world would break in my eyes
I would still be able to
watch you leave
I saw your back disappear
in the distance as much as
I saw the other half
I saw you walked away
I watched you leave
as I watched the rain
fall from the cloud
of my eyes..
If I didntIf I didn't need you
Why did it feel like a lie?
If I didn't want you
Why did I let my heart die?
If I didn't care
Why did I hold on so long?
Everything I shared
Until the day you were gone..
No titleThere are no words to fill this void
Survived by faded memories you sing
familiar songs whose lyrics now escape
Now these sounds and visions are
those you miss the most and
and the heart whose gentle fires
We find replacement in this cold
solitude We pray for fields of
gold, blue skies and peace
Dare we find tranquility
as there are no sentiments
expressible to calm
The beast that roars its sadness
There are no words except for those
Unknown TitlePretend that everythings alright because
when everyone thinks your fine sometimes
you forget for awhile your not.
Let your pain flow through.
This life was only meant for finding out the truth
What do you do when smiles go away?
When everything changes within one day?
What do you do when love falls through?
The worst feeling isnt being lonely but
forgotten by someone you cant forget
to look back and see how things used to be
knowing it will never be the same.
They say what doesnt kill you only makes
you stronger well some of us are just
too sick and tired of being strong
When you drop a glass or a plate on
the ground it makes a loud crashing
sound but as for your heart
when that breaks its completely silent
Its silent and you almost wish
there was a noise to distract
you from the pain
Sometimes pain becomes such a huge
part of your life that you expect it
to always be there but you
cant remember a time when it wasnt
But then one day you feel something else
something that feels wrong be
Nothing mattersWhen I was very young
Nothing really mattered to me
But making myself happy
I was the only one
Now that I am grown
I will never be the same
Because of you
Nothing really matters
Love is all we need
everything I give you
All comes back to me
Looking at my life
Its very clear to me
I lived so selfishly
I was the only one
that nobody wins
Something is ending
and something begins.
You only hear what you wantWondering what I have done wrong now
There's always something
and i'm supposed to figure it out how?
Your breaking my heart
Just that little bit more each day
I dont want to break our love
but I dont see any other way
we were made for each other
shared our hearts
from one to the other
but now I have to go
because your love for me was never so
Shouting and screaming again
your hurtful words they fly around my head
Each word cutting deeper
You didnt listen to a word that I said
I said that I love you
But you didnt hear me
I might as well say that I dont need you
and you wouldn't know the difference
Because you only hear whatever you want
and never open your eyes
Raspberry sunsetRaspberry sunset, pray tell me
Where you keep your ruby jewels
That paint my skies the way you do;
My love is fixated on your methods
The way you dash the stars
Just right in the night air
Raspberry sunset, pray tell me
How you soothe the summer time
When the scorched earth is barely alive
And its inhabitants are parched
Working for water, only to feel it
Seep right through their skin once more
Raspberry sunset, pray tell me
What your sorcery fires up
When it brings the evening sun
Coursing through the skyline
Pulsing and wanting, like nothing else
Raspberry sunset, pray tell me
Where I will find my love once more;
Under the peach trees of harvest
Rolling through the rivers, cold
Laughing through the apple's orchards
Strolling between the vineyards?
Raspberry sun, pray tell me
Will you be my everlasting light?
The English and The IrishMy English rose, roots so deep
Dug into your home,
Reaching out for the sunlight,
Growing every day, even against the elements
Shamrock at your tips -
Grazing your stalk, in that gentle wind
A smattering of green against
That ever royal, velvet red
Clearwater FarewellAwaiting flight
with a storm
to see us off.
time well spent
with loved ones
usually far away.
Hugs and kisses
wonderful well wishes.
of white sand
such clear blue.
I will miss.
safe and sound.
Finally to be home
in my own room
and my own bed.
in the future.
One day to return
to this shore
gladly thought of.
I miss youIf I were to leave you,
You'd soon realise that,
No matter how long,
I'll be back just like that,
You know I won't leave you,
I'll always come back,
Whether during the day,
Or night time's black,
There are times,
where I bid farewell for a while,
So I promise you that,
I'll return with a smile,
A smile that we,
Us two, can share,
As a gift from me,
After being stuck over there,
A place which lacks
a person who,
I need and love,
that place lacks you,
And while I'm away,
I'll yell your name here,
Waiting for a response,
to echo in my ear.
I miss you...
Maybe I don't deserve itI can't make you love me like I want you to.
I can't make you feel butterflies in your stomach like you once did.
I'll never be able to tame your wild heart.
I'll never be able to make up for my mistakes.
I won't be able to mend the brokenness you have.
I won't be able to kiss your scars and make you smile.
But I did.
There was a time
When we were younger
When I was the light
The one who saved you
Maybe that has changed now.
Maybe I made you this way.
It was my fault to begin with.
I made a mistake
And then drove you away.
And how I wish I could go back
And somehow say the things I should've
But seeing you this way
It's killing me
And I want so badly to help
But I'm still fumbling with the broken glass heart of mine on the ground
If I stop to fix yours
Who fixes mine?
I wish you could comprehend just how much I love you.
Love isn't even capable of conveying how much I care.
Even with broken pieces lying in the rain and mud.
I wonder what it would be like to love you
Inspiration BeachThe sand
beneath my feet.
A warm breeze
A peaceful morning
without a care.
looking forward to striding
through the soft
caress of the waves.
Blue skies and
The call of a bird
from a tree.
How peaceful it is
in the sun and sand.
my imagination soar.
Storm-Struck InspirationLightning strikes
Across the sky
As thunder rumbles
Up on high
From storm clouds
It rains down
And with a sound
I begin to write
Stories spun silk in my head
Impossible to sleep in bed
Bright and blinding
Creatures run through my mind
Oh what's worth writing..
Traits. Of Humanity.We must use them. And we will call it principled.
I would like to call this piece
"If android could speak".
I will do this (on the side) as I go through the process of beginning (together) and experience beginnings.
I don't ever want to do "A thing", I wish to do things.
Wordy, thoughtful, and the way caring.
And so I will end by saying there is no current better way to say it.
I must end it with "I love you", may you continue to end, and begin to go onward to understanding.
Ever faithful, ever holding something.
Onward, toward a beginning, there is new, and is it not the wish that you see it?
Financial Issues of Having a BoyfriendWhen I first met you
You were the new kid.
We shared numbers
And that was my first mistake.
We stayed up late into the night
And early into the morning
Talking miles per minute
and texting way faster than should be possible.
The minutes of those conversation were priced.
Soon coins that were pocket change
Became dollars out of my father’s paycheck.
The texts you sent me also had a price.
That made the dollars burn,
My conscience turn,
And the yelling stern.
We then shared ways of talking elsewhere.
But being in different parts of the school
Proved to have me never see you
Never share any classes or lunches with you.
To make it worse,
Our words were priced.
The digital data sent had a price,
And the times got later.
We all know you can’t bring a desktop computer into bed.
So I sat up talking to you
And when the time got late enough
The yelling got sterner.
We then shared gaming accounts.
The accounts were free
But the games cost money.
I had my grandmother buy some games
The Tears.....If Tears could build a stairway
And memories were a Lane.
I would walk right up to heaven
To bring you home again.
No farewell words were spoken
No time to say Goodbye.
You were gone before I knew it
And only God knows why.
My heart still aches with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to Lose you
No one will ever know.
If I could have a Lifetime wish
A dream that would come true.
A thousand words can't bring you back
I know because I have tried.
And neither will a million tears
I know because I have cried.
You Left behind my broken heart
And happy memories too.
I never wanted memories though
I only wanted you.
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